Here we go again!! :)

Friday, February 13th... Friday the 13th-- yikes, right??

I guess Friday the 13th is lucky for us! I suspected that I might be pregnant as I prepared myself to take that lovely pee test. I wanted to know. I wanted to know b/c I was going to a concert that night with my mom and sisters... could I drink? Should I drink? I wanted to know because tomorrow was Valentine's Day. Would I be able to share the news with Jordan as we celebrated? I wanted to know because I needed to make a decision on what to do next year... will I stay in the high school or go back to the elementary? So many reasons why I needed to know. I was exactly one week late. I had taken a test earlier in the week to see b/c I knew there was a chance we could be. Negative.

So on this lovely Friday the 13th, I got up at 5:15 for our 6 am bootcamp. I worked out, showered, snuggled L-man and sent him off with his daddy to daycare. I took a pee.

I peed and I waited.... tick-tock, tick-tock...

I came back to see- the faint blue plus sign!! It happened, again! I cried, laughed, I prayed, I thanked Him. God's plans are far better than our own right? Only this time, our plans seemed to be somewhat aligned. What a great day! I spent the day soaking up the joy and newness of this little baby. We are having another baby. Logan will be a big brother. We will have two babies under two! Wow!

I'm more scared and less scared at the same time. I'm more excited and more nervous this time. I'm anxious and I'm calm. It's all new again. Every baby is a blessing, every baby is a miracle. This second little miracle is already loved so much!! We can't wait to meet you this fall, baby! We already love you so much!!